The walking felt like something tonight...

I did not want to go. I have yet to feel energized or excited about moving my body. I have heard it does get better. For now? It is not better.

I will admit after each and every walk I feel good that I did something productive for my health. Tonight I walked with my daughter. She is only 9. Her legs are not as long as mine and well ... we had to walk much slower. I thought for a minute that it might be a waste of time but in actuality it was a GIFT in time. We were able to talk, we were both getting exercise, fresh air and truly? This was a gift for me.

Today was a decent eating day. I CANNOT put off grocery shopping one more single day! When I have decent food in the house it is so much easier. I sort of eat little things here and there that were left overs. I certainly don't mind leftovers at all it's just that the left overs started to become scraps really. Oh by the way I forgot to mention I am reading Dave Ramseys Total Money Makeover! what a great book, concept and so forth. You'd be amazed how much money you can save when you eat left overs instead of ordering pizza's! I might be amazed too.... being I order them too much!LOL I am working hard on my finances and doing well. There's something about turning 40 I think. Okay, so I am 43 but you get my drift! I just want to shape up, clean out the garbage in my life and get on with it. I want to LIVE. I have no idea what I was doing for the last 42 years!!!

I have one large problem and it is that my children refuse to eat fruit or vegetables. It would not matter what suggestion you had because I SWEAR to you we have tried them all. It's a problem.In my eyes though problems are made to be solved. I drank a very good amount of water today. I am not seeing the scale move but then again I don't think I should be on it every day like I have been doing. I want to take pictures of me for here but for some reason I am afraid. So ridiculous!

Anyway, the games have begun and I am playing on time and on the right field. How awesome is that?!If I wake it's a good day. If I see my children it's a good day.... and the list goes on and on and on :)