gut wrenching wants

It's new and fresh again. Sometimes I get stuck in a mental rut that throws me off for days. Why is that? I don't have to falter so much because of one or two so-so days. I put so much pressure on myself to be right, to be perfect, to say the right things, to think the right things, to look a certain way that it sometimes is crippling. I feel determined again. So what that I slip up here and there. Who doesn't?!! I have to learn how to live with the quiet, not so exciting ,times in my life. There cannot be constant " HOORAY!" moments. I need to learn balance I guess is what I am getting at.

I am worth it. I am worth losing weight. I am worth cleansing my body.

I am learning/reading how important it is to surround yourself with the right people.... this is a small problem for me in one instance. I am working on it. No, who am I kidding? I am NOT working on it. I am still obsessing about it and doing the absolute opposite of what I should! That's okay, I am okay, and in time it will all work out. I do have to create my "brand" and stick to it. Going for it at all time. Good things, abundance, love, wealth, health can all be mine. I know for sure it can be yours too. It's all in the mind set that you have! I am CONVINCED!