Here are two reasons that anything good and productive have started in my life. My children. I am striving to be a better person to leave a legacy for them. I have to focus on me and my well being as I know this will only make my childrens lives better. Focus Elisa, focus! You can do this!
Went out East yesterday and had a beautiful time. I was with an aunt who I just can't figure out sometimes, who gets very moody at the drop of a dime and talks heavily about how bad her life is , how hurt she is, how unhappy she is and how awful certain people are and what everyone in the world has done to her. If I allow it I can slip in a deep and dark depression while being with her but I did pretty well. I tried to be encouraging while staying positive. All in all it worked out. My kids had a wonderful time and I kept my eating pretty much under control. I did not drink enough water yesterday.
I want to get into the state of mind of knowing infaticaly ( not sure how to spell this?) that I must put myself first. I must put myself first in order to be healthy and much happier. I need to KNOW that my happiness and well being will bring joy and happiness to my children and to my family in general. "If momma' aint happy no one is happy!" :) This is my focus today. I will try hard to put myself first.
I am able to accomplish all good things in my life, there is abundance in the world for me and I am going to relish and experience first hand the joys and goodness every minute of life....There is nothing, plain and simple that I cannot acomplish.
Things I am proud of:
