Sunday doings

Such weird things I am thinking about lately. Habits are crazy things aren't they? I admit here that I have some obsessive compulsive issues in my life. I don't think iv'e ever really stopped to look at them. WEIRD! I have noticed lately that I have a system in my head of how things are supposed to be ordered such as : cleaning, a ritual morning routine,eating certain and the same foods, things I want from my kids, etc. This is definitely something I need to investigate more if I want to reinvent myself. My mom asked me if I wanted to do a small weight loss challenge ( when she read in an email how I am stuggling ) with her and I said sure. Today was okay until dinner time. Actually all of the seaweed salad and sushi I ate was nothing really in terms of calories. I kind of went to town at desert :( Tomorrow is a new day. I drank lots of water today. Slow and steady....