Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Thinking Through this.....I can do it
I just ate the most AMAZING cranberry baguette with walnuts!! It was huge and I halfed it. I would have normally scoffed the whole thing down. I had a cup of coffee that was left over from yesterday!( sounds gross I know ) I make it in my Farberware pot ( only pot I will use and it's old!!) and the second I take my first cup I unplug it so that it doesn't burn. It's never as good as the first hot one but the next day aint bad ! LOL I am having to tell myself over and over, " do not eat that last piece of that ( the baguette), do not, you don't have too" and can you believe I am NOT even hungry!!?? It's just this weird " entitlement " thing I have with food. The STRANGE thing is, and hear me out people, that that 'entitlement' that I feel about food ( that hurts me, makes me big, makes me miserable, slows me down, clogs my arteries, makes me buy a size of clothing one size up that's really too big just to fit my waist but too big on my legs and butt!) should be turned around and used with money, love, success, work and children!! I am entitled by the human law of nature to have all of THOSE amazing things....NOT a stinking piece of food!!! I am working it... I am working on all of it! Be back later. LOVE yourself!! xoxo
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